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i heard that song by ‘daughtry several days ago. and i really appreciate it now. most of us love going out. in some point of our life we felt that its the most suffocating place to be. maybe because we practically grew up there at nka2 sawa na ang mga naki2ta mo. during college thinking of living out of our house, makes me excited. i cant wait to live my life as what i want it to be.
but right after college i’ve been into a lot of pain. im not yet ready to work and if ever i only wanted to work abroad. i had my own personal & private life in pain. the pain ive been through was unbearable. and the fact that ive got no one to talk to made it even harder. im not used on sharing my stories. and i felt like lonelier than ever.
and now after 3 years im still w/ my family & living in our house. waking up & fall asleep w/ the same familiar faces. apart from the fact that i cant afford to live alone due to my ‘resignation disorder’(hehe) but the truth is i feel & i know that my home is the most safest,comfortable & friendly place to be.
if im lonely and i dont want to talk to anyone, there he/she to just let me in. let me dwell on the pain and give me time to catch up my lost soul. if im mad, he/she
allows me to turn my player so loud &let me scream until i run out my voice. and when im happy, he/she motivates me not to let that happiness gone by. for its unexpalianable to tell the joy when that moment of happiness there are those familiar faces to share it. and i guess my home is definitely the place i cant afford to lose.
but right after college i’ve been into a lot of pain. im not yet ready to work and if ever i only wanted to work abroad. i had my own personal & private life in pain. the pain ive been through was unbearable. and the fact that ive got no one to talk to made it even harder. im not used on sharing my stories. and i felt like lonelier than ever.
and now after 3 years im still w/ my family & living in our house. waking up & fall asleep w/ the same familiar faces. apart from the fact that i cant afford to live alone due to my ‘resignation disorder’(hehe) but the truth is i feel & i know that my home is the most safest,comfortable & friendly place to be.
if im lonely and i dont want to talk to anyone, there he/she to just let me in. let me dwell on the pain and give me time to catch up my lost soul. if im mad, he/she
allows me to turn my player so loud &let me scream until i run out my voice. and when im happy, he/she motivates me not to let that happiness gone by. for its unexpalianable to tell the joy when that moment of happiness there are those familiar faces to share it. and i guess my home is definitely the place i cant afford to lose.
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